KID SINNA

[Intro]
Kid Sinna!
I used to think Kid Sinna was just a name
Some alter-ego I could lock in a verse and leave there
But every time I close my eyes, he writes another one
He talks when I don′t want to talk
He laughs when I’m tryna stay calm
Sometimes I hear him finish my lines
Sometimes, he starts them
Maybe he′s the reason I’m still breathin‘
Or maybe he′s the reason I can′t sleep
This is inside my head
And i’m not dead
Shit on, he′s bad!

 

[Verse 1]
Kid I was this boy in the hoodie with a dream
Scribblin‘ bars on the page, you can take a fuckin′ screen
Life hit hard, ripped the seams, like beans
Turned my silence to a war machine, has been
Million motherfuckin‘ people talk ′bout me
Every punchline, every beat I bled
Every promise that I left unsaid
Now I’m facin‘ to the ghost that fed
On the parts of me I thought were dead
He′s laughin′, sayin‘ „You lost your spark,“
„Your rhymes too clean, your heart too dark.“
Now i tell you what is motherfuckin′ goin‘ on with me
Still buildin′ kingdoms from the shards and marks
He want chaos, I want peace
He spit rage, I preach release
He want fame, I want belief
He’s the bullet, I′m the brief
Can you understand this dreams?
He said, „You’re soft now, livin‘ calm,“
But I still got thunder palm
Every scar on my voice a psalm
Every verse a war I disarm
He′s the reason I rap at all
The echo that built my fuckin′ wall
But the kid never learned to crawl
Now he is

 

[Chorus]
Kid Sinna, why you look at me so wrong? (Yeah why?)
Kid Sinna, you show the kid that I was all along (along)
Kid Sinna, look in the mirror, it’s me and him (is him)
Kid Sinna, same eyes, but the soul gone dim
He screams like, „You forgot where we been!“
But I′m Praystah now
I don’t break, I win
He said, „You changed, you fake, you sin!“
I said, „I bled for this life I′m in.“
Now it’s Kid crawlin′ under my skin
We’re both reflections, tryna see who’ll grin
Kid Sinna, why you look at me so wrong?
Kid Sinna, you show the kid that I was all along
Kid Sinna, look in the mirror, it′s me and him
Kid Sinna, same eyes, but the soul gone dim
He screams like, „You forgot where we been!“
But I′m Praystah now
I don’t break, I win
He said, „You changed, you fake, you sin!“
I said, „I bled for this life I′m in.“
Now it’s Kid crawlin′ under my skin
We’re both reflections, tryna see who′ll grin

 

[Verse 2]
See the problem is, he just stood up every time I’d fall
Good morning boy, you never heard to call my fuckin‘ soul?
Now we face off in the candle′s gleam
Lost soul and a broken dream
He said, „You killed what we used to be.“
I said, „Nah, I just made him free.“
Now I hear that voice when the lights go low
Sayin′ „Don’t forget what you used to know.“
But every pain made the fire grow
And I ain′t that kid from years ago
I’m the mix of guilt and gold
Half young, half old (P-Ray)
He′s the whisper in my songs I sold
The prayer I say when my heart gets motherfuckin‘ cold (Pray)
He′s my curse, my proof, my twin
The mirror I break but begin again
If I lose him, do I still win?
Maybe Kid Sinna’s the blood within
He’s the static that hums when the crowd goes numb
The ghost in the booth when the track turns dumb
Every sin I spit, he collects like gold
Every truth I hide, he already told
I tried to bury him deep in my pen′s design
But he crawls back up through every line
No peace within, no cleanse, no win
′cause I am Kid Sinna
Beneath my skin, belive my skin (belive it)
Mirror talk he mocks, I block, he grins
I’m boxed in sin with a toxic twin
Clock tick thin when the voice begins
„I′m the ghost you host when the noise kicks in.“
I’m battlin′ my shadow in a hall of glass
Every crack in the past still calls me back
Mind split quick like a flash grenade
Sinna in my brain when the tracks get laid
He escalate, he regulate, he generate
He operate, he activate, he simulate, wtf he is? (WTF)

 

[Chorus]
Kid Sinna, why you look at me so wrong? (Yeah why?)
Kid Sinna, you show the kid that I was all along (along)
Kid Sinna, look in the mirror, it’s me and him (is him)
Kid Sinna, same eyes, but the soul gone dim
He screams like, „You forgot where we been!“
But I′m Praystah now
I don’t break, I win
He said, „You changed, you fake, you sin!“
I said, „I bled for this life I’m in.“
Now it′s Kid crawlin′ under my skin
We’re both reflections, tryna see who′ll grin
Kid Sinna, why you look at me so wrong?
Kid Sinna, you show the kid that I was all along
Kid Sinna, look in the mirror, it’s me and him
Kid Sinna, same eyes, but the soul gone dim
He screams like, „You forgot where we been!“
But I′m Praystah now
I don’t break, I win
He said, „You changed, you fake, you sin!“
I said, „I bled for this life I′m in.“
Now it’s Kid crawlin‘ under my skin
We′re both reflections, tryna see who′ll grin

 

[Outro]
You ever look in the mirror and see someone else starin‘ back?
Like… the version of you that never made it
But still blames you for tryin′?
Kid Sinna ain’t a name
Maybe we both just pretend to be real
Yo Sinna? Get away Kid!